None of it was real. Nor should it have been.
It was my heart she tried to steal.
Twelve months down the line, it’s still unreal.
Unbelievable, when did I become so deceivable?
Some lies are only believable because you want them to be.
The despair, it surrounded me like air.
On the outside, I pretended not to care
On inside, my emotions would flare
The moment it was over, was the same moment it began
My first heartbreak.
My heart was burning, but it would not melt.
It was hurting, crying, it was the strangest way I’d ever felt.
At one point, I thought I was dying, but I was not dead.
I was bleeding but no blood would shed,
It had to be inside my head. Or was it?
Sometimes it was, maybe it wasn’t.
Does it make it okay? No, it doesn’t
Maybe you can relate. Maybe you can’t?
Regardless, I promise you in pain there are hidden bounties
For this life is not to be lived forever.
Your troubles will be gone, lighter than a weightless feather.
There will be a day that you and everything you love will be together.